Sometimes

Sometimes I just sit here in front of the screen with my fingers poised over the keys expecting magic to pour out of my brain (hasn't happened in 46 years but I'm an optimist). I feel so much emotion inside and think if I could just write about it it would feel like you feel when you've held your breath under water as long as you could and you come up for that first sweet taste of air. But I got nothing. Or maybe I've got too much. So many thoughts buzzing around I can't latch on to one to write about. I have things I'd like to say but just can't. Boundaries. So I think for now I'm gonna stop writing. Work my way out of my funk, get happy and start over. Bye for now.